Dec 29 2007 07:15 pm
Posted by fifi under Uncategorized
not depressed… just sad
It is not depression as such but a deep overwhelming sadness that gets a grip every so often , it is something that has to be got through , these major events like birthdays and Christmas. , it is not all the time just a very small part of each day.and i have had some lovely times this festive season, i have had all sorts of interesting visitors and have visited all sorts of people ( some interesting ) and have even managed a bit of the quiet i wanted, i don’t believe it does me any harm this sitting slightly wallowing in memories, it is still less than 11 months. i does seem a bit churlish i suppose to be irritated by the amazing number of widowers and divorced men who seen to wish to take me out to lunch, but irritated i am.
two thousand and eight is going to be great.….….….…how’s that for positive thinking