Fiona's Quiet Life

OK , that’s it, no more clothes shop­ping i promise.….……in my defence it was the Enrico fact­ory sale and i am a size lar­ger than i was due to com­fort eat­ing after my mother died in June, after Basil died in Feb­ru­ary I hardly ate any­thing unless my neigh­bours forced me to, also hav­ing been stuck in the house all those years all my clothes are frumpy.…AND i promise?I will take lots of stuff to a char­ity shop this after­noon on the way to the dentist.

It is a beau­ti­ful sunny day just one degree above freez­ing and there is ice on the duck pond in the park.

Mean­while it is time I stopped buy­ing things for me to wear and star­ted buy­ing Christ­mas presents for every­body else. the Asber­gers suf­fer­ing grand­son Cameron woke his par­ents in the middle of the night wor­ry­ing about what i was doing at Christ­mas. what i am going to do is pretend?I am away and veget­ate all day in front of the telly eat­ing lots of usu­ally for­bid­den foods. I have received so many invit­a­tions for Christ­mas day and i am very moved by all the offers but i really really want to enjoy the day on my own. i like to be on my own. i may volun­teer to do some­thing use­ful on Christ­mas day but i think i am too selfish as the thought of guilt free veget­at­ing is very seductive.…..as opposed to the guilty veget­at­ing i do every other day.

why is it that with a per­fectly clear con­science .…..apart from the veget­at­ing thing.……i still don’t get a full nights sleep . even in the depths of the grand canyon hav­ing walked over 10 miles each day in rough ter­rain i still woke sev­eral times dur­ing the night.

time for a little light lunch…i am eat­ing my way through the freezer, due to buy­ing clothes not food.

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