Oct 19 2007 11:34 pm
Posted by fifi under Uncategorized
on closure
couldn’t put it off any more so i have got all the food for Sunday.a lot of people will come back to the house after the consecration of basil’s headstone? so i have enough food for about 40, it? was? very difficult? as my heart was not in it, i usually love? catering for large groups, it is the only time i like cooking..but it will be? lovely that all daughters and sons in law and 7 grandchildren? and several great-nieces? will? fill the house. i have all the beds ready, there will be bodies dossing down in all corners.
somebody said recently that it would be ’ closure’.daft thing to say , i don’t want closure, he was my husband and i loved him and? am happy to go on thinking about him, i am getting on with my life? but? have no wish to forget about such a big part of it.
i bought pyjamas? today to wear in my sleeping bag.haven’t worn pyjamas since i was 10.
had fun today ‚? Esther .younger granddaughter is off school ill? so she and i played parallel games on addicting games .com? we were on the phone for about an hour and a half, it was an updated version of pacman.….…think i will have another go now, its only half past midnight.…bye bye
laura on 20 Oct 2007 at 16:19 #
im really sorry i wont be able to make it tommorrow, i hope you have a real celebration of basils life, it may be hard infact will be hard but a huge mark of respect to show how much he meant to you and always will.…i hope he knows i’d be there if i could, sorry for such short notice, speak soon lots and lots of love n hugs laura xxxxxxxxxx