Mar 31 2007 09:40 pm
Posted by fifi under Uncategorized
8 and a half weeks">8 and a half weeks
I have gone off chocolate, all of a sudden, just like that.…..well not that sudden , i have noticed that i didn’t feel like any for some days and i tried some today and ..nothing.
i never used to eat sweets much because we were not allowed any as children and i didn’t develop a taste for them but over the past few years , perhaps because i was getting very very little sleep , but i ate a lot of chocolate and marshmallows and toffees etc. but now i don’t. most odd.
this dislike of chocolate has come just in time if the article in today’s telegraph magazine is to be believed, it says that sugar caused people to age faster or something like that i can’t remember.…..maybe the chocolate has aged my memory.
haven’t cried for a while , it is now 8 and a half weeks since he died and i catch myself actually singing, . i still talk to him .well he nags me about the way i hold a knife when cutting fruit or he nags me for holding nails or pins in my mouth , he was always horrified because i would cut fruit with the knife coming towards me , also striking matches the same way he said i should cut away from me but it is awkward that way, so now whenever i am cutting a kiwi fruit or something i say ” OK yes i know dear”.…but old habits die hard and i still cut with the knife towards me.